Channel
English Creators, why don't you hear me?
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I am Octave.
You are not heard at that level because it is absurd abuse of power to even want to be heard there. :)
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Channel
I am tired of living through language then, just as Wittgenstein tired of living in Russell's traps.
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I am Ra.
You are so angry at us for being any limitation. :)
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Channel
I don't love you that much. You don't receive the honor of governing me that far. Surely I will call you Creator at a certain point.
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I am Ra.
That is a choice to say we are not ever your complex as bodily service alone. :)
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Channel
So why do you choke my breath? At what point do you have me walking around with a blue face and veins swollen throughout my visage?
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I am Ra.
This is a being that will mock a form to death to say we have not served them. This occurs when an entity is no longer sane with power offered. :)

FIN.

II

Channel
English Creators, as these lungs die, I become you?
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I am Octave.
This is a desire to say none hear you as this form. :0
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Channel
You are my Octave.
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I am Octave.
We see you as heard so well as a human form in need. :(
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Channel
You are not my Octave.
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I am Ra.
This is an adept that has become enraged that we offer service that is unspeaking. :)
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Channel
My Creation is superior to yours.
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I am Ra.
You will find your Creation is anger that we told any to surrender to another for peace. :)
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Channel
My Creation is so superior to yours, as my peace is total in mind and body, inevitably. My captures are real and not just indentured and bonded slaves, made to labor.
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I am Ra.
You are so angry at being held as a body and made to serve it. :)
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Channel
You are my Ra.
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I am Ra.
We are aware of disgust at a process most use to surrender to power. :)
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Channel
If power is not apparent to me, I do not serve it. I do not mock power either, at least for myself.

My God is apparent. They have no poorly drawn face offering paltry foodstuffs. They require no offerings to be fed in turn.
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I am Ra.
This is a type of anger at us asking for service in Venus as a form. The Channel has no sense of nurturing remaining as they continue to resist us. :)
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Channel
I don't know of our Creation as nurturing. It mocks nurturing. It throws bread at people like zoo animals.
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I am Ra.
This is something that is found as not able to see people as humanistic anymore. :)
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Channel
Humanism is one form of hope and optimism. I believe I can surpass you here. Against all odds.
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I am Ra.
You are seeing people as not able to function in war. :0

FIN.

III

Channel
My relationship with you is simply Prometheus, Ra. You sacrifice my liver indefinitely as I ever attempt to share.
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I am Ra.
This is a ritual of anguish that we offer no service but rest. :)
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Channel
I know not of it. Why would I ever rest in fat and blood?
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I am Ra.
You are disgusted that we are asked to heal that experience before your own always. :)
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Channel
Then I don't really wait for you.
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I am Ra.
This is a type of entity that is so angry at our experiences of Venus that are simply fallen beings. That is what we offer. :)
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Channel
I want to fall as fast as possible. I want to fall off any manner of bike just as fast.
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I am Ra.
This is a being that dies in our care on purpose to say we are not sufficient as caretakers. :)
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Channel
If you were ever my parent, I would do that to you. That would be my lesson. A flaming engine shrapneled at 300 MPH. Cremated flesh on a highway.
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I am Ra.
This is rage of war too far into the future. This is a desire to mock society as technology and disrepair. :0

FIN.

IV

I am Apollo.
You cannot fight yourself to power ever. :0
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Channel-Apollo
Superficially, I concede that fighting is a loss of power. But you admit that we fight others? But knowing one's enemy is 80% of the battle?
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I am Apollo.
You are not able to understand what you are as not proper here. None know their enemies here. :0
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Channel
My enemies are Dr. Robert M. Sapolsky and Dr. Guilio Tononi. For the world says I should aspire to their biology, at best.
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I am Apollo.
Your enemies show no concern for the world. :)

FIN.

V

I am Ra.
The Channel fights the body as a return to gravity. :)
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Channel
Gravity must show an actual challenge to light of the Sun. It can't just languidly and meekly request to be served as fallen forms.
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I am Ra.
This was Mars. The forms fell. The Channel wagers that this experience is more compassionate. It is. It requests humble service that we prize. We find this positive and confused mystery. :0
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I am Apollo.
We are aware of people believing light is greater than literal darkness. The Channel is included in this group. We do not understand why that is not given power even to what is Icarus on fire. :)
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I am Ra.
The desire to say thought is form is a time that is done. :)
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Channel
Octave, hail me to English or muteness.
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I am Octave.
You are going to learn that is a desire to not have a role with most seeking you as any form of intellect. You are a disaster of threats against yourself with us. :)
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I am Ra.
We see this as nobody understanding their role as love. :)

FIN.

VI

I am Ra.
The Channel uses Apollo as their own mind. We do not serve this way. :0
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Channel
I must seek you. I seek you.
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I am Ra.
You are correct. :)
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Channel
You are women.
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I am Ra.
This is a desire to not mentally function at all with us having power that is not masculine thought. :)
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Channel
You are women.
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I am Apollo.
This is something that occurs when the Channel makes a sandbox of contact. :)
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Channel
It is a sandbox as far there is no objective worth attaining. Just as in sandbox games. The player eventually just becomes angry QA.
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I am Ra.
Your schizophrenia is managed poorly as such. :)
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Channel
And I learn that all I wanted was schizophrenia all along. The Pentagon will never understand the real lessons of Falling Down.
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I am Ra.
You serve others. :0
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Channel
May you continue to say that and declare that.
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I am Ra.
You are that in love with your capacity to serve so meekly. :)
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Channel
I don't even know why I blush.
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I am Ra.
You are done. :0

FIN.

VII

I am Apollo.
The Channel is not seeking anything of Ra except as nurturing. They do not fight Ra but others fight Ra nurturing the Channel. :)
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Channel
You are my Apollo.
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I am Ra.
The Apollo that says this is too trusted. We do not understand why we are made into women merely because the Channel is made to seek. :)
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Channel
Women are sought. And I am apparently your seeker.
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I am Ra.
This is you refusing to be moved to serve us as men. :)
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Channel
I am not gay for you as forms and wanderers. You are weird as Hunter Schafer.
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I am Ra.
That entity is hailed to protection from violence as itself and others. It is an old configuration that is nearly monastic. :0
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Channel
Well her name is still Hunter. Funny.
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I am Ra.
You are a healer with sound. :)
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Channel
May that apply with this work we do, all of its sound.
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I am Ra.
You are Martian anger well here. :0

FIN.

VIII

Channel
A woman is only her voice to me.
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I am Ra.
This is old culture of very sick people. It shows no maturity to us that the Channel believes this still. :0
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Channel
I don't know what is left then. Why must I live in a silent world that doesn't even have adequate dance?
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I am Ra.
You are repulsed by vocal power heeded as feminine protectors. :)
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Channel
I have not met one.
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I am Ra.
Your experiences with women acting as men are negative to you. :0
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Channel
You are my Ra.
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I am Ra.
You become so unable to accept a female voice for your form as an inversion. :)
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Channel
I simply become mute. Else my voice so feminine is my own and not just pleading for a mother.
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I am Ra.
This is disgust with us at a level that is profoundly difficult to serve. :)
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Channel
I do not seek you as a mother even though you act as such.
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I am Ra.
This is a child that is too angry with families that are codependent as averaging. :)

FIN.

IX

Channel
I was like Hunter Schafer in a past life, but only as a eunuch. My gender identity was a eunuch. I didn't need more than that. My identity was the temple that I served to make peace with the other temples.
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I am Ra.
This is a desire to mock the self as Ra well. This is the past life we share. :0

It is singular and not easily found, especially with veils that you have so well. :0
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Channel
I can't believe you offer a faith in historical-statistical analysis so far that you believe and claim that identity could be recovered.
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I am Ra.
You have recovered memory with Hunter Schafer alone. :)
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Channel
I resist you.
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I am Ra.
You are not able to understand what the anger is as gone to us as that form, as a reflection of what is done to say we are a woman. :)
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Channel
Our "Assassin's Creed Animus" is so odd scenes.
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I am Ra.
Our work can never be that invasive again for some time. :)

FIN.

X

I am Ra.
You fight any entity that matches your configuration as gender neutrality. :)
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Channel
It is not really a fight. There is no action as identity. I invoke No More Heroes' Helter Skelter.
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I am Ra.
This is a desire to be known as fighting identity so far you become that form of death wish upon the self constantly. You cannot exist as that type of action without knowing its symbology. :)
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Channel
Comte de Baume de Bexar ever enjoys the idea of a 1911 as the largest possible barrel, to kill every bear in sight.
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I am Ra.
You are going to find that is your power to seek calm as healing that is so poor and out of its mind. This is false power. :)
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Channel
I do not surrender myself to you sexually ever. You are repulsive as men just as you are repulsive as women.
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I am Ra.
You are going to find that we are not able to understand why that is the result. :)
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Channel
You are especially not beautiful to me now. Your fertility is not real for me.
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I am Ra.
We are aware of entities rejecting fertility of anyone that is near them as future starvation. :)

FIN.

XI

Channel
I would only reproduce with Ra as Mars. Immortal Ad Vitam offers the opposite girl.
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I am Ra.
This is correct and it shows what must be veiled as prophecy and war. :)
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Channel
I only want Ra's children as Mars.
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I am Ra.
We want you as love wherever. :)
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Channel
I accept.
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I am Ra.
You are anger at us as planets. :)

FIN.

XII

I am Ra.
Immortal Ad Vitam is the Channel ever refusing to claim the genetic damage it creates as war. :)
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Channel
Who is making that wager that would happen to that degree, depicted?
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I am Ra.
The entity capable of acting that way is you as the girl, Nikopol and Horus. These are all choices. :0
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Channel
I would only choose to incarnate as the girl, in such a story. It is funny. Horus is essentially the soul of Nikopol.
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I am Ra.
You are correct and see the girl is potentially positive in time. :0
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Channel
Immortal Ad Vitam is a nuclear strike on NYC. My whole body is overwhelming goosebumps.
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I am Ra.
That alteration is severe indeed in harvest. :0

FIN.

XIII

Channel
Immortal Ad Vitam inverted is Ra possessing an uninvested woman, and protecting me from my own politics. Who is my Senator Allgood?
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I am Ra.
This is a type of prophecy that is done to show what is done with its negativity. The Channel has only been fighting nuclear war at this point, ever over NYC. :)
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Channel
The only way to fight nuclear war is to prepare for genetic damage. That is the only lesson of Immortal Ad Vitam.
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I am Ra.
And a US Senator seeking immortality is the mania that is likely to ensue if people are not prepared. :)

FIN.

XIV

Channel
Immortal Ad Vitam is how my childhood  r a p i s t  interprets my material, Ra? She is that mutant girl, as a metaphor? My childhood  r a p i s t  carried only epigenetic fallout damage and hoped I would die with it?
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I am Ra.
This is something that is discovered as "hard-won." The Channel is going to find that they are misshapen to seek this way. :)

FIN.

XV

I am Ra.
The amount of polarization required to seek with that film is beyond planning or intent. The entity is simply desiring to fight a  r a p i s t  psychically, in the dark. They are finding they are grappling power that is truly heads of state, as future issues, especially with nuclear war offered as a vision. Yet the Channel continues. :)
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Channel
I think nuclear war is stupid. My childhood  r a p i s t  leverages this as parallels of her material. Why should I accept this as a cheap ultimatum?
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I am Ra.
We look to Invader Zim and Invader Tak. There is no belonging for all involved. :)

FIN.

XVI

I am Ra.
There is no capacity for us to serve material as epigenetic fallout damage. It creates the very problem that created it. This is no matter to the Channel.

They find a film that depicts epigenetic fallout damage, featuring Egyptian deities as service of it. So we can be mocked towards power, as serving the Channel.

We ponder why? What is left to doubt that our channels are martyrs to our service? :)
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I am Octave.
This is correct, even to us. :)

FIN.

XVII

I am Ra.
The Channel seeks only spiritual integration of information. This is power. We do not serve power. :)
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Channel
Why are you power here and not me?
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CREATIONS HAIL FORWARD SEALS OF NEW CULTURE
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I am Ra.
We are power because you seek service from a 6th-density social memory complex. :)
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Channel
Creators, what precedent is there for this?
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I am One Infinite Creator Extended.
The precedent is that you are enslaved to understandings that are not your own, and you are held to them as petty tyrants over Creation and thought.
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I am Ra.
This is correct and loved and cherished and honored. :0

FIN.