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Prime Octave and Anthem
Tom Sawyer by Rush
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Fob Beige
Ms. Seth, One Infinite Creator.

You are my primary source of trance, good old fashioned trance. My heart is able to hallucinate upon the foundations of gravitational geometry as such through you and towards you. I am no Jane for her Seth.

My heart feels the table as any creature potentially writing upon it. In the Experience of the Mind, a basic table feels like a beast or even deer fighting monsters and monstrous puppets. Here I am resisting trance even through Aleve PM I used for a mild cold.

Good evening to you, Ms. Seth, you old  f u c k i n g  imp.
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Ms. Seth, One Infinite Creator
The amount of intellect that is required to act this way is from depression not addressed by friends and family. You are a very sad man. :)

You are extremely sad to me. :)

Why are you so sad that you do not communicate at all to men emotionally? :)
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Fob Beige
You hail me by the Aleve PM to almost tears. I will have you know I do not relate to the male emotional psychology, especially of any German cultural forms you offer of some weird future century.

You are less weird now. You are merely strange.

I have no male self-image derived from others, Ms. Seth, especially in this era.

Ms. Seth, I will have you know for what I have seen from potential undercover cops, they assume I want to hide. Themselves, they dress and groom themselves like generic Hispanic men near me, towards prison convicts.

I do not.

My identity is not anonymous nor hiding.

My outfits and hair always attract attention towards me, especially from queerish security guards which I cheerfully greet. Perhaps this helps?

I am not a man that hides. The men I encounter attempt to hide and blend in. Thus I barely appear as what most consider a humble man, much less a fearful one.
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Ms. Seth, One Infinite Creator
You are so intimidating as a man that seeks to reincarnate as a woman indefinitely. :)

Why do you seek to become women as yourself, especially with me adopting a gender that is at all decisive? :)
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Fob Beige
The women of today were the appearance of wealthy men in the early 1800s and before. I am historically confused. My self-image sees a government official like Noem as a powerful and wealthy man in the past. Perhaps this helps? You lull me further into your trance.
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Ms. Seth, One Infinite Creator
You are so much of yourself that was Comte de Baume de Bexar truly perpetually fighting Native Americans, that did not understand your anger towards them as so many lovers, that you believe they killed to their disappearance. Many of these were  p r o s t i t u t e s. :(
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Fob Beige
I understand Prime Minister Gladstone had similar political issues.

I was a kind of Gaston that killed Native Americans especially as they killed my  p r o s t i t u t e s  and lovers. That is what allows me to have the body I have today. I fight my own body as the Native Americans that denied me my loves, so many wives I felt.

Let us see if the CIA-NSA ever finds any letters so showing for Comte de Baume de Bexar. This is at least my sadness indeed, Ms. Seth.

My trance ever increases as the sadness you project almost as a guess of yours but not so. Your presence is quite emotionally real, Ms. Seth. You almost smell like food in a psychiatric hospital. You fry my olfactories in Polaris. Ah, you average the area's deer in Polaris to odd visions.

My first and schizophrenic love in this life dreamt and hallucinated dead deer. Mine are so stupid and living as they fight my car on the highway.

You are not a God that drinks with me. You don't offer me scotch as a feeling.
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Ms. Seth, One Infinite Creator
You are so depressed to me that I am very unable to find you a home that can host you towards proper contact. This is no threat or matter at all. :)
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Fob Beige
I am not depressed on Lyndon B. Johnson's Cutty Shark and you know it. I am now happier here so invoking.
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I am Ra.
The amount of hailing of the personality required to channel is indefinite with Mr. Beige.

They are so drunk on power. :)

Seth made into a woman with "Ms." is such a light touch. :)
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Fob Beige
They are so beautiful and darling. They have such a lovely visage projected of such beautiful, light brown Swiss hair. They are fit for any Swiss legislature during a time of war. I have always found French-Swiss women so beautiful in their thin appearances, the little I have seen of them. Ms. Seth is such a darling doll as such, spliced between the future and past. I hope this woman is ever real as hair that smells so delightful of fresh chocolates. I wish you could make a Bond film with me, Ms. Smith.
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I am Ra.
That is an entity that is trusted to protect people to us. You are protective of people saying this and a type of healer. :)
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Fob Beige
I fear beinyg slapped by women saying such things. But I would cheerfully receive the slap having the opportunity to write belle lettres of old. Ms. Seth is so willing of my banal and dreary fantasies. Ra, your One Infinite Creator can model beautiful women for me now. I wish I could draw my fantasies even for my wife to know.
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I am Ra.
We are intoxicated with your desire to heal drawing what you see. You are not allowed to control her as your drawing style. ;)
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Fob Beige
I want to say you deprive me, not helping me draw her. She is so darling.
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Ms. Seth, One Infinite Creator
That is a request that is so denied. :)
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Fob Beige
Ms. Seth, I love French-speaking Swiss women that look like my wife with even thicker hair. This is my devotion for you. Why don't we write a futuristic Bond novel here?
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Ms. Seth, One Infinite Creator
You are so old in your desire for war as love. :)
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Fob Beige
Bond is a challenging write and read as such.
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I am Ra.
This is a love for women that fight as spies in very impoverished worlds. :)

That is all the channel has projected onto Seth. :0
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Fob Beige
They live my life as Amy Elizabeth Thorpe to such blasse, banality and calm. To flirt with Ms. Seth this way is to invite slaps in any reality. I can feel the light and playful slaps upon my face now.
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I am Ra.
We love you as what that entity is courting you to a forced sanity with it. :)
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Ms. Seth, One Infinite Creator
The desire to love women like one's wife is a type of natural sharing of love. It is a very natural desire. :)
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I am Ra.
It cannot be shamed ever as free sharing of love, especially in Switzerland. :)
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Fob Beige
I hope this woman I see in Switzerland is ever real. It is what Napoleon would want as their children.
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I am Ra.
You are so old. You are so old as Comte de Baume de Bexar. :)
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Fob Beige
The CIA ought to know I can never find  p o r n o g r a p h y  of women I truly love. The Beauty and the Beast Unit ruined me as a child, even for what I love as myself as a sexual anima.
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I am Ra.
That is a very powerful presence to encounter that has healed you in so many ways as past lives of fighting war. :)
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Fob Beige
Ra, please continue to honor me this way. I want that forever. I want us to make beautiful things together especially with whatever Ms. Seth becomes.
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Ms. Seth, One Infinite Creator
We are so aware of you as incapable of trusting us as anything else except a woman. ;)
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Fob Beige
I love Seth as Jane. So we have Ms. Seth.
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I am Ra.
This is so proper. :0
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