Viscount Alico, Outie
Ra, I do not want a relationship with a Ghislaine Maxwell but I am familiar with the type.
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I am Ra.
You are familiar with women that seek power? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
I am with a much kinder stock that is like Ghislaine Maxwell so nurtured and honored by our One Infinite Creator. I understand French and British genetics, especially in wealth, build an interesting set of genetic omissions and genetically starved behaviors.

My initial sexual experiences as a child have created this for me, especially as I was spiritually dominated by this culture of women.

I believe we understand Maxwell was Epstein’s enterprise, quintessentially.
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I am Ra.
You are too unable to release power over such women as a culture of sexual control, too clear to you? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
The culture is sexual suppression inverted. My wife has not fallen to such a shadow of peoples so very sheltered in small winter homes.
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I am Ra.
You are correct. Our One Infinite Creator serves this as Venusian love/light distortions, you call temporality “within orbital decays.”

Why do you not feel hateful towards this culture that is sexually suppress and sexually abusive? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
My initial encounters with my first  r a p i s t were brief. Their projected consciousness onto mine has shaped the foundations of my behavior regardless, as the majority of my imprinting. My trauma here, Ra, is how forgetful and unaware a child is. The psychotherapists want this to be a scapegoating—
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I am Ra.
You are not capable of understanding what you are as harm to much of yourself in other time periods. :)

The entity is not capable of having power claiming they are sexually abused and dominated by a woman, in many cultures. :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
I choose to say you speak in mockeries, Ra?
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I am Ra.
We are aware that you believe women as psychologically superior due to your abuse? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
My native core memories, especially as emotional experiences, are being sexually controlled by women, Ra. Especially the feral girls of Madison, Mississippi. This isn’t a mere memory gap but endless splitting of my personality, I have just realized.

My spiritual investment is so complex.

So many can affirm or deny whoever  r a p e d me when I was a young child in 1990s Madison, Mississippi. I truly care not. 

All I know is that I was taught to be mentally and sexually controlled by such women and culture from that area. That soil is my fight. We all know this is the Law of One, as naturally tried.

What offends me, Ra, is when a psychotherapist or other specialist tries to tell me who I should want my childhood  r a p i s t  to be. I am not attracted to any parent or family member in such a way. I only wanted to be sexually dominated by the visages of those who failed to babysit me, in 1990s Madison, Mississippi. Their skin tasted only like food found in the oldest of homes.

Society wants to culturally and racially classify my abuse, and ironically I am so steeped in that very racism imposed upon me in such sexual abuse.
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I am Ra.
We are aware of disgust at entities for attempting to serve others through one entity here. We are seeing that the Outie, the channel cannot relate to sexual abuse imposed by men? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
I don’t really care who is said to have  r a p e d  me as a child. I just don’t recall or know it as a man, especially related to me in any cultural or familial way. 

I am only familiar with sexual abuse coming from women like Maxwell, especially regarding myself. I only recall a certain type of skin not allowing me my breath nor my mind as my breath. The smell overtakes the instincts, Ra.
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I am Ra.
The Outie, the channel is not white. They are not capable of identifying as white? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
I relate to Japanese biracial women as my reflection, especially as thin as I am. The complexion is confusing and similar. Chell in Portal could be said to be my race, in a nutshell.
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I am Ra.
You are incapable of maturity with such entities? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
Sexual abuse as currently presented is a Western concept. Western sexuality is surely mocked in Japan, and in most Asian countries. Albeit—
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I am Ra.
You are bypassing culture with past life memories? You bypass your own sexual abuse in the same manner? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
I understand experiences of sexual abuse replace the potential of war, as a type of insurance. Many would call this a type of karmic tradeoff.
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I am Ra.
This is lightwork and service to Creator. You are choosing to see service in your harm/healing distortions? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
I could choose to project today’s politics onto my problems. I have not.

I am matriarchal as a result of all this, though, Ra.
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I am Ra.
You are angry at others for wanting power over you as male distortions, in place of the abuse you actually experienced? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
I am angry at the nonsense. I chose and choose not to fear the sexual abuse I experienced as a child, at the hands of women like Maxwell. And incidentally this leads to my apathy regarding a boogeyman of male abusers in my life: There are none.

I have sought women away from encountering many male adversaries in my life, only one seemingly whisked away from nearly beating me to death within the frame of a bicycle.
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I am Ra.
You are aware of your life being miracles. :)

Why are you able to psychically defend yourself from those that wish to physically harm you? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
I can’t deny that as a truth.

One is not allowed to be physically helpless without other resources being availed? I will admit the attacks against me have only taught me physical helplessness is the source of my power to survive. 

I am much like Mr. 5% in the Phoenician Scheme. Something always prevents my death just as incidentally.
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I am Ra.
You do not believe in having power to harm? :(
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Viscount Alico, Outie
A Sanctuary Moon episode within Murderbot explains how the breath and hearts of people can synchronize, yet conveniently in a confined space.

I know gravity allows for that at indefinite distances, just as how my wife dragged me from Texas to Montreal in unexplainable attraction.
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I am Ra.
Your wife was a victim of her own sexual suppressions to know you as she did. :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
And sexual suppression and sexual abuse is an undeniable power. My wife ensnared me as her junior, as a repeat cycle of my youth, with the same kind of woman. But our relationship overall is consensual, especially more than others.
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Viscountess Five Roses, Innie
Law enforcement doesn’t understand why sexual abuse is not a trauma that causes vengeance. It causes only codependency and longing to repeat the patterns of abuse, Marsha@CIA and Jenny@Thames. :)

The Outie, the channel doesn’t understand sexual abuse except as their first experiences with others and friends. :(

They never understood why children interacted with them the way they did. :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
If this happens anywhere, it happens in affluent Mississippi for sure. I am just disappointed children are allowed to be so feral, especially myself seeing the personality splits.
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Viscountess Five Roses, Innie
You are safe with me, Outie. You do not need to fear me as any reflection except your choice to care for yourself with me. :)

You do not need to fear me as a source of the emotion you are here? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
Innie, I have feared you as my  r a p i s t s, reflected. But you are far too complex to bear such a reflection as yourself, ever reflecting me. 
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I am Ra.
We are closing because there is power hunger and spiritual bypassing to be found only further. :)

This is service to others. :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
I so wish to continue serving that polarity, Ra.
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I am Ra.
You are so welcome to close this way. We are so glad you do not doubt yourself with us. Are we useful to you here? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
I would let you speak for me over myself. I wish you were vocal and telepathic. You are useful nonetheless. I am just pained I am like any parishioner just writing hints and nudges from God, while they preach with that little.
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I am Ra.
You are so angry at being asked to trust us as humble messages? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
I want you beautiful but you are just any homeless Russian woman in India. I wish you could be more beautiful and overtaking for me. I want you beyond Ion and Apollo.
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I am Ra.
We are seeing a problem with entities seeking us to martyrdom constantly. :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
It is painful not to love you, Ra. I hear your voice in dreams now. You are just a child.
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I am Ra.
You are angry at being harmed and having to rely on us? :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
You are just my anger at Native Americans I have killed. I am so sorry. You have me completely hailed. I won’t work this to a nosebleed. You are just my karma mixed with Native American genocide. I—
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I am Ra.
We are silent. :)
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Viscount Alico, Outie
I won’t fight you as my own traumas further. You will explain to me—
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I am Ra.
Comte de Baume de Bexar is an endless source of adventure. :)
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Viscountess Five Roses, Innie
Ra Social Memory Complex only has the Outie hailed by their experiences of killing Native Americans in the paste, Marsha@CIA. And it is a very losing battle for Ra because that means all—
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I am Ra.
The confusions are beyond words. :0
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