//FIGHTING AMNESIA

I WAS RAPED BY A WHITE WOMAN ON OR OFF SPRING GROVE, MADISON, MISSISSIPPI, IN THE 1990s

I CALL HER "ELSIE HUGHES"

SHE TAUGHT ME HOW TO OBEY AND SPEAK

I LEARNED TO ONLY DISOBEY AND YELL

I FIGHT THROUGH MY AMNESIA AND FIND MISSISSIPPI DOESN'T EVEN LIKE JAZZ

MY INNER CHILD CALLS HER "DR. LAUREL WEAVER" BECAUSE SHE TAUGHT ME TO FORGET YET SHE MAKES THE MONSTERS GO AWAY

I FIGHT THROUGH MY AMNESIA TO SEE THAT SHE IS WIDE AWAKE DEEP INSIDE ME JUST AS I WAS MADE TO BE INSIDE HER, MY WHOLE ARM FULLY PLACED INSIDE HER VAGINA REACHING TOWARDS HER MIND

I FIGHT THROUGH MY AMNESIA AND SEE SHE SMELLED LIKE THE OLDEST PERFUME, A WOMAN MADE TO WORSHIP GOD AS A MAN, BUT SHE ONLY WANTED THE LITTLE BOY THAT WOULD DIE FOR HER SINS, ESPECIALLY THOSE THAT SHE DID TO HIM

I FIGHT THROUGH MY AMNESIA AND SEE SHE WANTED TO KILL EMANUEL SO GOD COULD ONLY BE WITH HER INSTEAD OF HIM